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I wanted 2014 to be different for me, no matter how cliche that sounds. I wanted to work on becoming me, I wanted to figure myself out, I wanted to become a happy person. I have to admit that it didn’t start off very well so I was already planning on giving up, but I figured out that the right time to change things won’t come. So I’m making it the right time.

First thing I’m about to do is delete this blog. I started this blog as an ‘escape from reality’ but seriously guys, this is not an escape anymore. Whenever I feel miserable, the depressing things on this blog make me feel even more miserable and make me feel even more like life is one big joke. I realized that life is not an easy thing, but once you fight for what you want and once you give your everything to reach something, it’s possible. Complaining about it doesn’t change anything, it will only make it worse. Also, many people act like depression, eating disorders and suicide are ‘beautiful things’. It’s not. We’re talking about serious disorders here. Stop making it beautiful, because it’s everything but beautiful. 

With that said, I want you guys to know something. If you, like I did, feel as if you don’t belong, anywhere. If you’re feeling bad because of who you are, because of something that happened, because of no matter what and you are on this blog to make you feel better, don’t believe the crap that says life is worthless and that says there’s no point in being here, because there is. Find your place, find your people. If something bothers you, solve it or just delete it out of your life. Work for what you want and fight for the things you love. Nobody knows what happens after life, neither do I but if this is all there is, why wouldn’t we make the best out of it? I know once I figured everything out, I’ll become happy and I will enjoy my life. Until then I’m going to stay optimistic.

So yeah, next week or at the end of this week I’m going to delete this blog. I know many of you don’t care because many of you never noticed me. But for the few people or the one person who did care and who did notice me: I’ve made a new blog a few days ago. It’s not a black and white blog, this one’s more colourful and more inspirational. That’s what I need. If you want to, you can click the link down below. Stay strong and keep on fighting! x

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I wanted 2014 to be different for me, no matter how cliche that sounds. I wanted to work on becoming me, I wanted to figure myself out, I wanted to become a happy person. I have to admit that it didn’t start off very well so I was already planning on giving up, but I figured out that the right time to change things won’t come. So I’m making it the right time.

First thing I’m about to do is delete this blog. I started this blog as an ‘escape from reality’ but seriously guys, this is not an escape anymore. Whenever I feel miserable, the depressing things on this blog make me feel even more miserable and make me feel even more like life is one big joke. I realized that life is not an easy thing, but once you fight for what you want and once you give your everything to reach something, it’s possible. Complaining about it doesn’t change anything, it will only make it worse. Also, many people act like depression, eating disorders and suicide are ‘beautiful things’. It’s not. We’re talking about serious disorders here. Stop making it beautiful, because it’s everything but beautiful. 

With that said, I want you guys to know something. If you, like I did, feel as if you don’t belong, anywhere. If you’re feeling bad because of who you are, because of something that happened, because of no matter what and you are on this blog to make you feel better, don’t believe the crap that says life is worthless and that says there’s no point in being here, because there is. Find your place, find your people. If something bothers you, solve it or just delete it out of your life. Work for what you want and fight for the things you love. Nobody knows what happens after life, neither do I but if this is all there is, why wouldn’t we make the best out of it? I know once I figured everything out, I’ll become happy and I will enjoy my life. Until then I’m going to stay optimistic.

So yeah, next week or at the end of this week I’m going to delete this blog. I know many of you don’t care because many of you never noticed me. But for the few people or the one person who did care and who did notice me: I’ve made a new blog a few days ago. It’s not a black and white blog, this one’s more colourful and more inspirational. That’s what I need. If you want to, you can click the link down below. Stay strong and keep on fighting! x

http://www.stuc-k.tumblr.com
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Anonymous asked: I agree with the other anon. Ultimately, your happiness is the most important thing, but you don't necessarily have to delete your blog, there's always the option of re creating it to be something different. It seems as though tumblr has an affect on you, but maybe you could make it a positive affect, so instead you could start to reblog happier, more inspiring photos and that might help you to feel less sad(: just a thought. Like i said your well being is most important :*

 I don’t want to recreate this blog, but I am thinking of creating a new one. One I feel good with. Thank you for sending this! :) x

Anonymous asked: If your blog is making you feel unhappy then I'd advise you to delete it sweetie. I'll miss you, but if it helps you feel better, then you should do it. I hope you're feeling well, stay strong x

Thanks, that’s very sweet of you. I’m not sure yet, but I think it’s for the best if I delete my blog. I just feel bad because it feels like throwing away something very special to me. I’ll see, but thanks a lot for this! x

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I’m thinking about deleting my blog. This is not an ‘escape from reality’ anymore. Lately, all this blog does is make me feel more sad than I already am. 

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